I stayed at the hospital until nearly noon.<\/p>\n
Grant had remained on the phone with me while I waited, but after he told me what my mother had said, neither of us spoke for several seconds. The fluorescent lights above me hummed softly. Somewhere down the corridor, a cart squeaked across the tile.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat exactly did she say?\u201d I asked.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe said you were making things worse.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked toward the doors leading into Madison\u2019s ward.<\/p>\n
\u201cOf course she did.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cClaire.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe wants Lily back.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe said Lily belongs with family.\u201d<\/p>\n
I let out a breath that sounded almost like a laugh.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s rich.\u201d<\/p>\n
Grant was quiet.<\/p>\n
Then he said, \u201cThere was something else.\u201d<\/p>\n
My grip tightened around the phone.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe asked if I still had the blue envelope.\u201d<\/p>\n
I sat upright.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat blue envelope?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe assumed I knew.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did you tell her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat I didn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
For the first time since leaving my parents\u2019 house, I felt something other than fear.<\/p>\n
Confusion.<\/p>\n
I had never heard of a blue envelope.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat else did she say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe told me not to let you open anything in the house.\u201d<\/p>\n
My stomach tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnything where?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe didn\u2019t say.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stood and walked toward the hospital entrance.<\/p>\n
\u201cGrant, I need to go back.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m not going inside alone.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s not what I mean. You shouldn\u2019t go back there at all.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI need to know what she\u2019s talking about.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen let the police search it.\u201d<\/p>\n
I knew he was right.<\/p>\n
That did not make the waiting easier.<\/p>\n
Bell met me outside the hospital twenty minutes later. I told him about the phone call. His expression changed when I mentioned the blue envelope.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid your mother use those exact words?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGrant heard them.\u201d<\/p>\n
Bell wrote something down.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you know what she might mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid your parents keep important documents in the house?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProbably. Tax papers. Insurance. Things like that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCould there be something belonging to your brother?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
Bell folded the notebook shut.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe found several boxes in the basement. Some contain documents. We\u2019re cataloging everything.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you find an envelope?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot that I\u2019ve been told.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at him.<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why would she mention it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s what we need to determine.\u201d<\/p>\n
He hesitated before adding, \u201cThere\u2019s something else you should know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYour father has changed his story.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at him.<\/p>\n
\u201cAbout what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbout when he learned Madison was in the basement.\u201d<\/p>\n
My mouth went dry.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did he say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe now claims he discovered her the night before you did.\u201d<\/p>\n
I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe lied.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe says he was afraid of Evan.\u201d<\/p>\n
I opened my eyes again.<\/p>\n
\u201cMy father?\u201d<\/p>\n
Bell nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe says Evan threatened him.\u201d<\/p>\n
That sounded possible for exactly one second.<\/p>\n
Then I remembered my father standing in the hallway.<\/p>\n
Stop, Claire. You\u2019re overreacting.<\/p>\n
He had not looked afraid.<\/p>\n
He had looked certain.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere is my mother?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe\u2019s being interviewed.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIs she under arrest?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot at this time.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked through the hospital doors.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy not?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause knowing something happened and participating in it are different questions legally.\u201d<\/p>\n
I understood that.<\/p>\n
I hated it anyway.<\/p>\n
Bell walked toward his vehicle, then stopped.<\/p>\n
\u201cClaire.\u201d<\/p>\n
I turned.<\/p>\n
\u201cIf you go back to the house, call us first.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI won\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
He studied my face.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou promise?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
That afternoon, Grant brought Lily to see me.<\/p>\n
She ran into my arms before he had fully opened the car door.<\/p>\n
I held her tightly.<\/p>\n
\u201cAre you okay?\u201d<\/p>\n
She nodded against my shoulder.<\/p>\n
\u201cDaddy made pancakes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWere they good?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
Grant smiled.<\/p>\n
\u201cThey were fine.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lily pulled back.<\/p>\n
\u201cCan we go home?\u201d<\/p>\n
The question landed harder than anything else had.<\/p>\n
I brushed her hair away from her face.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re going somewhere else for a while.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know yet.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked toward Grant.<\/p>\n
\u201cCan I stay with Daddy?\u201d<\/p>\n
I swallowed.<\/p>\n
\u201cOf course.\u201d<\/p>\n
She nodded, relieved.<\/p>\n
That evening, I stayed at a small motel near the hospital with Grant and Lily. We ate takeout in a room that smelled faintly of disinfectant and old carpet.<\/p>\n
Lily watched cartoons with the volume low.<\/p>\n
Grant sat beside me near the window.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou should sleep.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI can\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
I told him about the blue envelope.<\/p>\n
He frowned.<\/p>\n
\u201cCould your parents have had something belonging to you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThink.\u201d<\/p>\n
I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n
Then I remembered.<\/p>\n
\u201cAfter the divorce, my father helped me move my things out of the house.\u201d<\/p>\n
Grant waited.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe put some of my documents into boxes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhich documents?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBank statements. The settlement paperwork. Copies of Lily\u2019s birth certificate.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCould one of those be blue?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe.\u201d<\/p>\n
Grant looked toward Lily.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you remember where those boxes went?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe basement.\u201d<\/p>\n
Neither of us spoke.<\/p>\n
At ten that night, Bell called.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe found the envelope.\u201d<\/p>\n
I sat up.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIn your parents\u2019 bedroom.\u201d<\/p>\n
My pulse quickened.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat was inside?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re not discussing evidence over the phone.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPlease.\u201d<\/p>\n
A pause.<\/p>\n
\u201cThere was a photograph.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOf what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYour brother.\u201d<\/p>\n
My stomach dropped.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMadison.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at the wall.<\/p>\n
\u201cTogether?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow old was the photograph?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbout six months, according to the metadata on the phone it was recovered from.\u201d<\/p>\n
I could barely breathe.<\/p>\n
Six months.<\/p>\n
That was before Madison disappeared.<\/p>\n
Before I moved home.<\/p>\n
Before Evan lost his job.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat were they doing?\u201d<\/p>\n
Bell was silent for a moment.<\/p>\n
\u201cStanding outside a warehouse.\u201d<\/p>\n
My thoughts raced.<\/p>\n
The warehouse where Evan had worked.<\/p>\n
The missing inventory.<\/p>\n
The investigation.<\/p>\n
The money.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy would Evan have a picture of Madison?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe don\u2019t know yet.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDoes my mother know you found it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI can\u2019t tell you that.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at Lily asleep across the room.<\/p>\n
Then I remembered something else.<\/p>\n
Madison had told the nurse that I was the only person who had tried to help.<\/p>\n
But when I had seen her in the basement, she had looked at me as though she recognized me.<\/p>\n
Not from school.<\/p>\n
Not from the neighborhood.<\/p>\n
From somewhere else.<\/p>\n
I whispered, \u201cBell.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI think Madison may have known me before that night.\u201d<\/p>\n
There was a long silence.<\/p>\n
Then he said, \u201cThat\u2019s what we\u2019re trying to establish.\u201d<\/p>\n
I ended the call.<\/p>\n
Grant looked at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
I told him.<\/p>\n
He stood.<\/p>\n
\u201cClaire, what if this started before you ever moved back?\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked toward the sleeping child.<\/p>\n
That question followed me into the night.<\/p>\n
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