Lucille Morrison did not remember putting the coffee mug down. She remembered only the sound it made when it struck the kitchen counter, a hard little click that seemed much louder than it should have been in the quiet house. Her mother stood across from her with both hands folded around the strap of an old canvas purse.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m asking for one hundred dollars,\u201d Edna said again.<\/p>\n
Lucille stared at her.<\/p>\n
The request was so ordinary that it irritated her more than a larger one might have. One hundred dollars. Not five thousand. Not enough to cover a medical bill or a mortgage payment. Just a hundred dollars for supplies and a table fee at a weekend craft fair.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou have got to be kidding me.\u201d<\/p>\n
Edna\u2019s expression barely changed. At sixty-two, she had learned how to absorb other people\u2019s impatience without immediately returning it. She wore a pale blue cardigan with a loose thread near the cuff and the same sensible shoes she had worn the previous winter.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m not kidding,\u201d she said. \u201cThe booth fee is due today. I\u2019ll have the money back after my Social Security deposit comes in.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lucille pushed her chair away from the table.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou said that last month.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI said I would repay you last month, and I did.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou gave me eighty dollars.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd the remaining twenty the following week.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lucille gave a short laugh.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is exactly what I mean.\u201d<\/p>\n
Edna looked down at the purse in her hands. There was no embarrassment in her face, but there was something quieter. Disappointment, perhaps. Lucille recognized it and immediately decided she did not want to recognize it.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou live here,\u201d Lucille said. \u201cYou don't pay rent. You don't pay utilities. You don't pay for groceries unless I remind you. And now you're asking me for another hundred dollars so you can sit at a table and sell quilts.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThey are not just quilts.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know what they are, Mom.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen you know how much work goes into them.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lucille rubbed her forehead.<\/p>\n
She had been awake since five that morning. Her branch manager had called twice before breakfast about a corporate account that was missing documentation. A client had spent twenty minutes complaining about a transfer fee that Lucille had not created and could not remove. Her car needed tires. Her husband had texted that the water heater was making another strange noise.<\/p>\n
And here was her mother, standing in the kitchen asking for one hundred dollars.<\/p>\n
It felt like one more obligation being placed on her shoulders.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou need to stop acting like I'm your bank,\u201d Lucille said.<\/p>\n
Edna slowly raised her eyes.<\/p>\n
\u201cI never said you were.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou don't have to.\u201d<\/p>\n
The silence between them tightened.<\/p>\n
Outside, a lawn mower droned somewhere down the street. A delivery truck rolled past the house, its tires hissing against damp pavement. Edna reached into her purse and pulled out a folded sheet of paper.<\/p>\n
\u201cI've already paid for the fabric,\u201d she said. \u201cI only need the booth fee. If I miss this weekend, I lose the reservation.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lucille did not take the paper.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou should get a job.\u201d<\/p>\n
Edna blinked.<\/p>\n
Lucille heard herself say it, but instead of stopping, she continued.<\/p>\n
\u201cI mean a real job. Something steady. You can't keep depending on me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI worked for most of my life.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBefore I was born.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat doesn't mean it didn't happen.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat isn't what I mean.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt sounds like exactly what you mean.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lucille turned away.<\/p>\n
She knew her mother had spent years working from home, repairing clothing, sewing quilts, doing alterations for neighbors, keeping the household together while Harold Morrison traveled constantly for business. Lucille remembered the old sewing machine near the window of the dining room. She remembered her father leaving before sunrise and returning with the smell of airport coffee on his coat.<\/p>\n
But memories were not bills.<\/p>\n
Memories did not keep the electricity on.<\/p>\n
Lucille turned back.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know what the problem is, Mom? You\u2019ve gotten comfortable. You live here because I let you. You ask me for money because you think I\u2019ll always say yes.\u201d<\/p>\n
Edna's mouth tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cI have never thought that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen what do you call this?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA request.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA request you expect me to fulfill.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo. A request you can refuse.\u201d<\/p>\n
That answer should have ended the argument.<\/p>\n
Instead, it made Lucille angrier.<\/p>\n
She crossed her arms.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know what? Fine. I refuse.\u201d<\/p>\n
Edna nodded once.<\/p>\n
\u201cAll right.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd don't ask me again.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI won't.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lucille watched her fold the paper and return it to the purse.<\/p>\n
There was no argument. No pleading. No dramatic accusation.<\/p>\n
That somehow made Lucille feel worse.<\/p>\n
She wanted her mother to defend herself, because then Lucille could defend herself in return. She wanted Edna to say something unreasonable so that Lucille's anger would have somewhere to land.<\/p>\n
Instead, Edna simply picked up her coat.<\/p>\n
At the doorway, she paused.<\/p>\n
\u201cI hope your day gets better,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n
Lucille almost apologized.<\/p>\n
The apology reached the back of her throat and stopped there.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou should think about what I said.\u201d<\/p>\n
Edna looked at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cI have been thinking about what you said for thirty years.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lucille frowned.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat is that supposed to mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNothing.\u201d<\/p>\n
Edna opened the door.<\/p>\n
Lucille watched her step onto the porch.<\/p>\n
Then, carried by the frustration she had been holding all week, Lucille called after her.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou're acting like a leech, Mom.\u201d<\/p>\n
Edna stopped.<\/p>\n
For several seconds, she remained with one hand on the doorframe.<\/p>\n
She did not turn around immediately.<\/p>\n
When she finally did, her face was calm.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat was cruel.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lucille's anger faltered.<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn't mean\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou did.\u201d<\/p>\n
Edna walked away.<\/p>\n
Lucille stood in the doorway until her mother reached the sidewalk.<\/p>\n
She almost called her back.<\/p>\n
Almost.<\/p>\n
Instead, she shut the door.<\/p>\n
The house became strangely quiet.<\/p>\n
Lucille returned to the kitchen and saw the folded paper Edna had left behind. She picked it up, unfolded it, and stared at the handwritten list of fabric, table rental, thread, and display hooks.<\/p>\n
At the bottom was a note in Edna's handwriting.<\/p>\n
\u201cBooth fee \u2014 $100.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lucille crumpled the paper.<\/p>\n
Then she threw it into the trash.<\/p>\n
That evening, Edna did not mention the argument.<\/p>\n
She made soup.<\/p>\n
Lucille ate two bowls without speaking.<\/p>\n
After dinner, Edna went upstairs.<\/p>\n
Lucille remained at the table, staring at the empty place where her mother's purse had been.<\/p>\n
At around ten, she heard footsteps overhead.<\/p>\n
A drawer opened.<\/p>\n
Then another.<\/p>\n
A few minutes later, the footsteps stopped.<\/p>\n
Lucille did not know why the sound bothered her.<\/p>\n
She went upstairs and passed her mother's room without knocking.<\/p>\n
The door was open.<\/p>\n
Edna stood beside the bed, holding an old brown leather briefcase Lucille had never seen before.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat\u2019s that?\u201d Lucille asked.<\/p>\n
Edna looked over her shoulder.<\/p>\n
\u201cSomething your father left me.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lucille waited.<\/p>\n
Edna closed the briefcase.<\/p>\n
\u201cGo to bed, Lucille.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lucille almost asked what was inside.<\/p>\n
Instead, she walked away.<\/p>\n
The next morning, she would learn why her mother had kept that briefcase hidden for so many years.<\/p>\n
And why the hundred dollars had never really been about a hundred dollars.<\/p>\n
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